I have the strangest feeling that my past is haunting me. For the past six months I’ve been running into old acquaintances, people I’ve worked with before whom I haven’t seen in years, people whom I think I’ve met before and vice versa and so on. In fact, a whole gallery of people that somehow has been linked to me, and whom I’ve lost contact with suddenly starts to appear before me. Either it’s just because I notice it, that I tend to focus on it or else it is like my past is trying to say ‘good-bye’, or ‘Ill hunt you down’.

I’m not sure if it is a hint of something or the closure of the old and hello to the new. The last couple of years I’ve definitely put my past behind me, changing into a more true self, trying to change lanes, and maybe this is the aftermath. Astrology tells me that I’m undergoing a ‘Plutonian phase’ (which should occur every 29 years in my life) which means that big changes in my life are coming, but I really don’t know what to think about it. It’s not that I’m dependent upon astrology, but I can’t deny that it has worked before either. My psychic mother and her equally psychic friend have also told me that something is bound to happen. I wonder what it can be, because right now, I don’t think much is happening, actually quite the opposite - I’m running, but I’m getting nowhere.

Hmm… Anybody out there who has experienced the same thing?

On this day...

... in 2003: More bad news